I’m so picky that there is only one guy I could ever maybe like some day
but I am so uncomfortable with humans that I refuse to interact with him and therefore remain forever stuck in a school girl crush that isn’t really a crush
I’m exhausted by the expectations everyone has for me. Be graceful, be feminine, be smart, be a leader, be the best. My family thinks they are nurturing and sheltering me, and that it’s whats best for me but I feel so bound and suffocated. Everything feels so unnatural and I didn’t realize it until recently. What everyone did to set me up for a easy life pushed me further behind.
